it's a perfect day; nothing's getting in my way

Saturday, February 16, 2008

I wanna make you smile whenever youre sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
I'll kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

I'll need you
I'll feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if youve had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

-3:07 PM
i will be still know you are God*

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

merry christmas! merry christmas merry christmas i love christmas(:

my blog's been dead for the past two months, so here i am to revive it! since then so much has happened! my first sem at smu is finally over, and i can't imagine going through another one in two weeks time. the holidays have been wonderful although i feel so unhealthy with my completely screwed up eating and sleeping habits gosh. plus yogi and angie are finally back so whoopee!

the girls are coming over tonight and for the first time in a long time, everyone's going to be around! and in typical style, we decided that no presents allowed haha not even a gift exchange. although i did hear of a good idea of what to get if you ever need a five dollar gift exchange haha(:

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart

But the very next day, you gave it away

This year, to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

-2:51 PM
i will be still know you are God*

Friday, October 12, 2007

its been a busy busy week even though (or maybe because) its break week! supposed to do be doing much studying for the two papers coming up, but i'm being horribly unproductive cos i'm jst not in the mood. hoho it feels like i'm back in jc again!

stats on saturday was bad ): oh well but its maths, i didn't really expect anything else haha. had class reunion after which i went an hour late for but not surprisingly, only three people were there when i reached. kiang came to look for me and very kindly waited with me till eight plus ((: we were really too cool we fell asleep at starbucks hahaha. and on a side note, the nanny diaries >>>> lust, caution. omg we sat there from 9.24-12.30 and the most exciting thing of the night was leo speeding at 140 km all the way to my house cos he was late for poker.

met kiang joan and shiyun for lunch at pizza hut on monday. we went to the siglap one and since it was so near and deserted, joan and i were so dressed down that it was quite sad hahaha. but whats new ((: kiang and shiyun went off to their own stuff after and joan came over to study! haha i think joan was really productive but the only thing i did the entire day was my AS essay which i need to majorly revamp after consultation with my prof yesterday.

went to school to study on tuesday cos there was cadaras at 6 anyway. met jabriel for dinner after. i wanted to go home early cos i had project meeting early the next morning but we ended up having a serious talk haha so i only reached home at one which totally spoilt my plan of sleeping by midnight ):

mambo on wed (: met alicia before and we it was really really good catching up. i swear there are things i can never ever talk to anyone else about and that only she understands! and i really should have brought my camera its feels very mistreated due to lack of use! unfortunately i can't find the charger so )): supper after and i only slept three hours in the end cos i had to go school the next day! was exhausted by night due to lack of sleep from the previous two nights and hence i was really antisocial by the time we went to union square which i feel quite bad for today hurhur.

one year ago, i slept at 4 a.m. on this night. and the quote for that night was "life sucks this way". my question tonight is, does it really?

anyway angie and yogi i need the two of you to come online so i can fill in the gaps missing in this entry hahaha.

-8:04 PM
i will be still know you are God*

Sunday, October 07, 2007

uni has started for seven weeks and its now the midterm break, or more accurately, study break. school's been okay i suppose cos i'm getting used to it but somehow it feels like i'm jst going through the motions. and for some reason, i feel especially nostalgic today so here's an entry dedicated to the ladies who contributed to the best time of my life. if there were a ever a point in my schooling life i could choose to go back to, this would be it.

even today, there's always so much fun and laughter around this crazy bunch, who've grown to be such an important part of my life that i don't know what i would do without them. we take each other for granted, we make fun of each other, sensationalise each other's disfunctionality and make cutting remarks and hurtful comments in a way that nobody else could ever understand ((:

sharon the constant who's been there since forever with whom i've had the most arguements ever which never ever lasted longer than an hour;

amanda who loves to annoy me when i'm in a bad mood but who never fails to make me laugh;

daphne with the pouches and the obsessive compulsive disorder;

joan the complete bimbo with the horrible taste;

cheryl who always gets high and does outrageous stuff with me;

shiyun who sensationalises everything and makes everything that bit more fun;

yogi who always listens to me grumble about the same few things and knows jst what to say;

tyunn who's jst so cute.

so thank you friends i love you all.

-9:06 PM
i will be still know you are God*

Saturday, September 29, 2007

angie says that i must blog regularly so that she will know whats going on in my life, so angie heres this week entry specially for you (:

this week has been okay cos i've had no assignment nor presentations due. ct presentation and stats midterm is next week though, neither of which i've really started preparing for so that sucks. and i've decided the way to conquer stats is by changing my mindset towards it, hence the phrase stats is friend, not food. maybe it doesn't make sense to most people, but if you know me well enough its a me enough thing to say (:

today wasn't a particularly good day for me, with me feeling alternately annoyed and guilty throughout the entire day, but at least its saturday now which should be tons better! and yesterday something happened which was ((:

ay angie this is not a good way of telling you whats really going on in my life cos i'm censoring too much hahahaha i give up. i shall go talk to you online properly hahaha.

-12:57 AM
i will be still know you are God*

Sunday, September 16, 2007

i haven't been here since like, forever.

its been four weeks since school started and alr there are tons of projects and everyone's so stressed. was telling angie that i feel stressed cos i don't feel stressed and she said that was exactly how i was feeling during those rj days. i guess some things jst don't change haha. well i guess i'm lucky cos so far my groups all seem really nice so thats good (:

today i met up with my favourite girls at toast (: we're horrible cos sharon was half an hour late and she was still the first to reach. i got there half an hour later and i was the second! but it was good catching up all the same (: i really thank God for them cos i really don't know what i'd do without them to keep me sane (or insane). met rayner for movie and dinner after, stupid boy kept wanting to listen to his ipod and ignore me.

angie's leaving on monday ): met up with her and ali on friday for breakfast/lunch. i'm going to miss that silly retard when she leaves.

a few days back, somebody told me that bad stuff happens to everyone, they all survive and they move on. indulging in self pity is silly, i totally know that. i guess i'm not as strong as i thought i was. i don't understand myself anymore and i don't know what i'm doing and i feel completely lost. so i'll jst grit my teeth, pray for wisdom and depend on God for the strength, hope and courage that i'm so lacking in.

Don't cry out loud

Just keep it inside and

learn how to hide your feelings

Fly high and proud

And if you should fall,

remember you almost had it all

-12:11 AM
i will be still know you are God*

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

i'm in stats class now and i'm starving ): i hate 8.30 a.m classes boo.

-9:23 AM
i will be still know you are God*